I didn’t even have chance to get a BFN considering AF started the second I got into the bathroom this morning. I knew it was coming, it still makes me sad, but I haven’t had an emotional breakdown or anything. I am really trying to focus on my relationship with my husband and not think about TTC constantly. We have been doing great (aside from the two day argument last week), and I want to keep it that way. I know it puts a strain on us when I let the disappointment and sadness get to me so much. It’s not fair to either one of us. I think we’re going to start spending more time together and going on more “dates” and try to create a life outside of TTC because it really has become the focus.
We are going to an RE this month (hopefully), and I know that it will give us the best possible chance of getting pregnant. I look forward to meeting the doctor and hearing her thoughts on our situation and our prognosis. I know this is for the best.
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