I am utterly frustrated with my body. On top of this ridiculous breathing problem, which is (get this): STRESS RELATED, my stupid period won’t start. I feel so disappointed in myself, and I know that’s ridiculous, because I can’t help any of this. I called my OB and she started me on Provera yesterday to bring on AF. I am still due to start Clomid whenever AF shows. I just hope that all of this works to help me ovulate. I broke down and cried last night on the way home. I just want things to work like they’re “supposed” to. Why isn’t it easy? I feel like there are so many people that want babies so badly, yet they have such a hard time. At the same time, there are teenagers getting KTFU all over the place that have probably never even heard of ovulation, fertility charting and Clomid. It’s not their fault my body is weird, but it’s still something to think about. I hope it all works out for the best because I want a baby desperately.
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